Restless.....

Hearts beats faster than a drum,
Like I took several shots of rum,
My mind pacing round the world,

Talking but can't hear the words
Eyes wide open staring at the ceiling,
Migraine in my head,damn its killing!

Headphone on, rock music blasting,
Pondering but missing one last thing,
Can figure out why I'm wide awake,
Wishing I could sit by the side of a lake,
And enjoy serenity from mother nature,.
All I hear is noisy Gen from my neighbour.

Doing all I can to find sleep,
Just get lost in sleep so deep,
Not that type that leads to death,
I still got stuffs to do on earth.
That sleep that keeps your mind at rest
So you can wake and give your best

I hear the joyful sounds of mosquitoes,
Preparing themselves to devour my toes,
Beckoning on one another, he is the meal,
I'm not worried, not ready to kill,
I just want my mind to stop pacing,
And my bulgy eyes to stop gazing.

I couldn't figure what's missing,
I got a notepad and started listing,
It appeared over and over again,
I knew this was what could ease the pain.
The only way I could stop being restless,
Is to get it and nothing else.

Deeps down I know its a big task,
So many times I took time to ask,
Why I couldn't get this done,
There is no doubt its the One,
Every words I said went with the wind,
But the feelings wouldn't dwindle.

Heart beats continuously; a song,
The music was playing for so long,
And its gone continue till the end,
Or maybe when this heart bends,
The bleeding heart will cry less,
And the mind will stop being restlove.
From Papa Wesley with love.