I'll aid your soul to the other side.....

I'll aid your soul to the other side

I made a hole to keep you inside

I feel so bold standing by your ringside

It gets so cold where my heart resides

Terrified by the ghost next to my thoughts ...

One of the many battles to be fought

This kind of warrior uses his mind as his armor

So used to the nights and their terrors

So used to missing you and passing time

So you continue to ask if I'm fine

I agree. I admit to being me, mean

Being real like when days begin

The sun overhead, my thoughts were overheard

So you dig more deeply instead

And I fade away trying to reply those texts

Got furious when the status went from delivered to read

No replies yet? Wondering what you've done now

Just life taking the time it gave me anyhow

If I hold on too much, God knows what

This manure fertilizes after it disgusts

you see reasons with me and never call it to question

I'll always come short going by life's own inspection

You know times when love compromise power

And the strong oppose each other

Dark times. Probably gonna last forever

We might never get rid of this fever

I continue to hurt my liver

The heat like the cold also makes me shiver

Take it all if I'm the only giver

No particular nest, my restless beaver

Put it all on the rest. My shameless diva.

So blameless and eager to get higher

A product of the west, hopeless believer

You're only against anything that tries to hinder

Not anything like those ones on tinder

Let the wind out. You're the one other ships call mother. 

My soul recognizes you as its lover.